Everyday is it harder to go on. To get up of the bed and go to work, lack of motivation you know . Maybe I should get a job in another place as a bartender, or as clown in a circus, a think I´d be happier than a I´m right now . Well, as you can see I´m not the rigth guy for this shit-job that I have and I cannot stand it anymore. I think I have to make some"curriculums" and start to looking for another job.